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FapFreeFeb
I have given up masturbation for the month of February.
You may ask why and to tell the truth I don't really know why.
I've done it before, I lasted around 4-5 months, then 1 night I got drunk and gave up. This time its a set time period. I might keep on going or just give up at the end of the month, we will see at the end of the month.
This isn't some weird religious purity test, far from it. If anyone offers me sex I will happily take them up on the offer but with my recent luck in regards to women I doubt that will happen. I am allowing myself to read books on erotic fiction, books on erotic photography and even a how-to book on erotic knife play.
To tell you the truth, its not that hard to do, no pun intended. When I finally go to bed at night I'm usually so knackered I cant be bothered and in the morning I'm like a zombie. The days that are the hardest (there's that pun again) are the weekend, when I can actually attempt to sleep in. most of the time I get woken up by the factory next door, so I'm drifting in and out of sleep from 8am until I get up some time around 10-11am. The half-asleep time is when my mind wanders and strays to things naughty and hands wander.
A good friend asked why I'd give up something that's not bad for you. I've thought of reasons why I'm doing it, is it masochistic tendencies, a self protest against my mind numbing singleness, something like a body modification but for the mind, or to just prove to people that despite being a foul mouthed, dirty minded sex obsessive I have more self control over my own body and mind than them. It could be all of those reasons and more or it could just be that I'm bored with my life.
I'm on day 10 now, 2nd and 3rd day where bad, but I resisted, but I must remember to not read books on erotic photography before bed.
Maybe next month I'll do something more normal like giving up something that's bad for me. 18 days to go, around 2 ½ weeks. In all seriousness, I think its gunna be easy but I'm still not sure why I'm doing it.

:QuoTeS:
“The only unnatural sex is that which you cannot perform” - Alfred Kinsey
“Sexual intercourse is kicking death in the ass while singing” - Charles Bukowski
“Sex is 1 of the 9 reasons for reincarnation... The other 8 are unimportant” - Henry Miller
“When authorities warn you of the sinfulness of sex, there is an important lesson to be learned. Don't have sex with the authorities” - Matt Groening

QuoTeS from iDioTS
"...the institution of hetrosexuality is a die-hard custom through which male-supremacist institutions insure their own perpetuity and control over us. women are kept, maintained and contained through terror, violence, and the spray of semen." - Cheryl Clarke

"In the male system, sex is the penis, the penis is sexual power, its use in fucking is manhood" Andrea Dworkin